making a dent

• Make appointments
1. Physical
2. Dentist
3. Vision - could be spend-y, need more contacts AND glasses

• Investigate possibility of loan deferment

• Assess cord collections - what can be pitched?

• Sell books

• Drop off laptop with TWO so he can rebuild/fix

• Clean up photo collection

• Get used to the idea that this summer I need to go to the home of TBM & TWO to address any of my belongings that are lingering there.

After completing these tasks I can feel thoroughly accomplished and streamlined.

the list

• Make appointments
1. OBGYN for annual
2. Physical
3. Dentist
4. Vision - could be spend-y, need more contacts AND glasses
5. Veterinarian - for Ella, not for me

• Investigate possibility of loan deferment

• !! Finish assignment ON A DEADLINE!

• !! Start thinking about wine fundraiser for orchestra. ON A DEADLINE!

• Sort papers

• Sell futon

• Collect gently used and infrequently worn clothes for Goodwill

• Assess cord collections - what can be pitched?

• Sell books

• Drop off laptop with TWO so he can rebuild/fix

• Clean up photo collection

• Get used to the idea that this summer I need to go to the home of TBM & TWO to address any of my belongings that are lingering there.

After completing these tasks I can feel thoroughly accomplished and streamlined.

state of mind

sad dark dreary blah sleep apathy weather drain zap drip sun wine effort absent sleep sleep tasteless broke mentally physically gray roots age stranded stuck landlocked opposite of inspire withdraw hibernate disenchanted broke broke broke dependent stifle no focus meh love dog love family love friends leave me alone with my leaky ceiling and empty head everything a blur no courage to disappear empty empty empty bright flowers and blue oceans so blue and sun are calling hard to function independently of societal chains don't want leave sleep candy chocolate godiva yum